Ever get to that point on your life that you just want everything to stop, the whole world just pause for a minute and take a breath..i am sure everybody has these moments and more that just once or two times. I am just tired of everything right now, everything just seems to be going wrong, it's like i am being tested or something from a greater force..this has nothing to do with university or my fashion program..anybody who is going to university is having a hard time with exams at this period and everyone is stressing out. No, i am talking about life in general..i can not make my self more specific because i can't understand what is exactly wrong with me either...i feel so confused right now about all and nervous for a reason i can't explain. Am i going through a 18year old crisis??? Is this the point in my life that i have to make BIG desicions? I hope not!! I am not making any sense..my head just has words floating...is anybody feeling what i am felling...is anybody out there just stuck? Have nowhere to go, don't know which path to choose? Do you just wake up sometimes in the morning and just wonder "what am i doing with my life", "should i even get out of bed??", "why should i leave my beautiful, warm and comfy bed if everything is going just wrong and not the way i want them to..??"
In a few days i will be ok again but i just wonder sometimes..why do i feel all of these things is there something wrong with me??
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